my first birthday...

november 24, 2008...
monday...
i'll be turning 17...

but why "first birthday"?

it will be my first birthday away from my family,
from nanay, popong and tatay... :(

it's making me sick...
i can't be with them by then,

i will be with the people (though they are my relatives)
who don't know me that much...

hahaie, dagdag tears na pud ni sakong unlan!
purbida!

well, i must not be so sad..
coz i know nanay and popong and even tatay
wouldn't want to see me this way..

i know they care for me despite the diatance..
and that they think of me...
that they still feel my presence even though i'm not
with them all the time...

i wish, i could go back home soon...
it's where LOVE has always been enough for me :)

i wanna go home..
and stay there for good..
but unfortunately, i can't...just can't..

that's what tears me into pieces pa jud aie!


huhuie, crying time again?
haha, not now...
i'm in the school..
i can't show off my emotions like
everyone cares..
coz i know they don't..
hehe...

okay, til here na lang!

bye :]